Sunday, February 26, 2012

A Note To Thyself

I've came across this note today, which I've written on the 18th of October, 2005, precisely in the mid of Ramadan, 1427. What shocks me is that I totally feel the same nowadays. It's like the clock keeps turning and turning, leading me to the same exact situation. Sub7an Allah, it's a bliss; I wish it never leaves me. Some may not like that I'm posting this as they may think I'm bragging about it. On the contrary, I'm just trying to remind myself of my place, recessing/reviving/igniting my senses once again. It's my own way of showing how we could be fragile before God, and it's okay. It's not a weakness, nor a disgrace; it's a gracious blessing and an eternal wish that never dies along the years. We shouldn't be afraid to show how small we are sometimes. We have to remind ourselves every now and then that we're not alone in this world who suffer, and pain will never go away. Hopefully, we embrace it to start living again, to enjoy life again, and to have faith in Allah- the All Mighty- that as long as we breath, there is hope, joy, and victory for all!

Good day everyone :)


"كم أحس إني لا أعلم شيء عن ديني .. كن أحس إني بعيدة كل البعد عن ما يسمونه الإخلاص لله عز وجل .. أخاف كثيرا من الرياء والغدر .. نعم الغدر .. كم أخاف أن اغدر بربي (أستغفر الله العظيم وأتوب إليه) ..

عندي إحساس جارف يمتلكني إني ضئيلة لأنني لم اعطي لله عز وجل ما يستحقه .. واللهِ لا أعرف كيف أصف لكم حلاوة الإيمان والإنكسار لله عز وجل .. سبحان الله ولا حول ولا قوة إلا بك يا حليم يا عظيم .. يا أكرم الأكرمين, استحي من نفسي .. استحي لفكرة إني اجهل الكثير وكم أتمنى لو  أن لي قوة خارقة لأحفظ كل ما يلفظ بإسم الرحمن .. ولكني أضعف من ذلك ..  اللهم ارزقني بقوة وإرادة من حديد .. اللهُم ارزقنا الإعانة على ذكرك وشكرك وحسن عبادتك ..

أقسم بالله إني احاول وأحاول كثيرا أن احارب نفسي الأمارة بالسوء .. لا أعلم لماذا يتملكي هذا الإحساس دايما .. بالطبع لست الوحيدة ولكني افتقد من يعينني على طاعة ربي .. كان أتمنى الصحبة الصالحة .. فقد خسرت الكثير ممن أعرفهم ولعل هذا فيه حكمة .. بل من المؤكد أنها حكمة عظيمة لا شك! .. يريد ربي ان استيقن مدى ارتباطي به وأن ليس لي سواه .. يا الله, كم أنت صبور! كم أنت ودود! كم أنت حليم وكريم! صدقت حين أثنيت علينا وقلت أن ليس هناك في الكون كله من يرحم سواك .. سبحانك ..

يا مالك الملك أقسم بك إني أحبك ..اللهُم آنس وحدتي وآمن روعاتي واجعلني من التوبين المحسنين الأقربين  منك ليوم الدين .. آمين يا رب العالمين .. كل ما اتمناه ان أبقى هكذا .. أعشقك حتى أفارق هذه الحياة وأن انعم برؤية وجهك الكريم .. اللهُم يا مقلب القلوب ثبت قلبي على حبك وطاعتك ودينك .. كم أشتاق إليك وأشتاق أن أعيش في ملكك .. اللهُم انعم عليَّ بزيارة بيتك الحرام .. دائما ما أخشى قلة حيلاتي وقلة أعمالي وما يقربني إلى جنتك .. دايما ما يراودني الإحساس بالغربة وبأنك غاضب عليَّ .. أخاف أن تكون غير راض عني يا أرحم الرحمين .. اسالك الرضا حتى ترضى ..

أستحي حين اتذكر قولك وسؤالك إذا كنا راضيين عنك .. ولا أملك غير الإجابة بنعم يا ربي .. نعم إني راضية عنك وبك .. فـإني وعزتك وجلالك لا استحق نعمك وصبرك عليَّ .. ارحمني وارفق بي .. 

اللهُم انت ربي ليس لي سواك .. استحلفك أن لا تتركني وحدي .. فإني اضعف ما يكون من غير رحمتك ورفقك بي .. وآخر دعواي اني أحمدك وأشكر فضلك عليَّ وعلى المؤمنين جميعا .. اللهم آمين آمين آمين .. صلى الله على سيدنا محمد آله وصحبه أجمعين ..."

.. N.O.H.A ..


Tuesday, February 7, 2012

القضية مش الإخوان!



يا ريت زي ما فيه هجوم عليهم يبقى فيه انصاف للأفعال الكويسة برده! أسامة ياسين وعصام العريان ومحمد البلتاجي شايفين شغلهم على اكمل وجه من غير الشو العالمي اللي عمله محمد أبو حامد إمبارح .. ولازم نفهم حاجة .. إن الكتاتني ماعدش فرد من الاخوان خلاص .. ده رئيس مجلس الشعب ومن وظيفته إنه يبقى محايد .. وكده كده طبيعي قوي إنه يحصل كل ده عشان بقى فيه نقاش .. زي ما الواحد ينتقد الإخوان لازم ينتقد برده مواقف الناس التانية زي الوفد اللي مش طلعله حس مثلا من يوم الخميس!! .. بصراحة مش دفاع عن الإخوان .. ده دفاع عن مجلس الشعب نفسه .. أنا شايفة إن فيه شغل فعلا وناس تعبانة وكل مصر عارفة أخبار عن اللي بيعملوه أكتر من الحكومة! قارن كده الجنزوري عمل إيه .. ا ريت نخف شوية بقى من إحساس التربص ده .. القضية مش حكم الاخوان كويس ولا لأ دلوقتي .. القضية نواب برلمان بيخدموا مصر وشعب مصر .. صعب قوي إن يبقى تركيزنا كل يوم الاخوان عملوا إيه ومعملوش إيه .. 
We should grow up showaya!

.. N.O.H.A ..




Saturday, January 14, 2012

أنا ونفسي ومش بعدي الطوفان ولا حاجة .. عادي!


بقالي كتير قوي .. كتير قوي ما كتبتش حاجة ليَّا أنا .. حاجة عشاني أنا .. كلام يعبّر عني وعن حالتي أنا ..

ولو مش هيعبّر عني .. على الأقل أقوله ليَّ أنا .. هو ده السبب الرئيسي اللي خلاني أكتب من الأول .. يوم ما عملت المدونة دي من سنة 2007 وأنا كنت بـكتب لنفسي .. كانت محاولة مني إني أعبّر عن نفسي من غير أي قيود ..والأيام عدت وجريت بيَّ وأنا باردو لسة حاسّة نفس الإحساس .. لسة عندي نفس القيود كإن حد بيبُصّ عليَّا ومخابّيلي حاجة تحت الترابيزة هيطعنّي بيها ..

يمكن عشان كده معظم كتابتي عامة جداً .. حتى وأنا بـتكلم عن نفسي .. دايماً بـفكّر نفسي قبل كل بوست .. "لا تذكري أحداث ولا أسامي ولا أوقات ولا تلمحي بأي حاجة لأي حد .. خدي بالك!" .. مع إن أول ما إبتديت المدونة محدش كان بيشوف كلامي تقريباً ..

ياه .. جه على بالي دلوقتي جملة قالهالى واحد زميلي في الجامعة -الله يمسّيه بالخير- لما قلت له أنا عملت المدونة بس مش عارفة إذا كانت هتوصل لحد ولا لأ .. رد عليَّا وقال لي: "محدش عارف .. ممكن قوي توصل .. المهم إنك إبتديتي :)" .. وتقريباَ هي دي عقدة حياتي دايماَ .. إني ابتدي :)))) .. إني أعمل الحاجة اللي بحبها و مش مهم رأى حد!

 طب وهو أنا ليه بـأكتب الكلام ده دلوقتي؟؟ معرفش ..
إيه يعني المفيد في كلامي؟ برده معرفش ..
كل اللي أعرفه إني محتاجة أرجع أكلم  نفسي تاني .. محتاجة أفتكر أنا قد إيه كنت بحب الكتابة .. وليه إبتديت أكتب أصلاً بعيد عن المجلات والناشرين والجو ده .. والأهم من ده كله .. محتاجة أكتب وبس .. لمجرد إني أقول اللي جوايا .. عشان أحس إني عايشة وبـتنفس ..

ساعات كتير قوي الواحد بيحس إنه محتاج يقعد مع نفسه ويراجع حساباته في حاجات كتير .. بس محدش بيعمل حسابه قد إيه العملية دي مؤلمة ومتعبة للشخصية أو الكينونة اللي جوانا .. بس مبيهموش ..
  • عارفة ليه يا نهى؟؟ (أيوه في المرحلة دي لازم اوجه الكلام لنفسي .. متتخدّوش) .. 
  • ليه؟! ..
  • عشان عنده أمل :) .. حتى لو كل حاجة في الدنيا بتقول له غير كده .. فطرته بتحفٍّظه وبتزقّه عشان يتغير ويصلّح من أحواله .. حتى لو كان غصب عنه ..
  • طب وبعدين؟ وأخرتها؟؟؟ .. 
  • معرفش ..
  •  يعني إيه متعرفيش؟! أُمّال مين اللي يعرف؟؟
  • ربك هو علام الغيوب و بكل شيء .. توكلي عليه ..
  • ونعمة بالله .. سبحانه جل جلاله بيده كل شيء وهو على كل شيء قدير .. ولا حول ولا قوة إلا به .. عليه توكلت وهو رب العرش العظيم ..
  • أيوه كده .. أذكري الله .. هو الوحيد اللي عالم بحالك وقادر يريّح قلبك ..

لأ أنا مش مجنونة .. ده اللي بيحصل معايا كل يوم تقريباً .. صراع رهيب ومعظم الناس فاكراه من الفراغ و إنى لو إشتغلت شغلانة تلهينى كل يوم و خرجت و نزلت كتير هـأخف :) .. بس المدهش بقى إن طول عمره معايا وعمره ما فارقني الحمد لله .. أيوه بقول الحمد لله عشان دي مش حاجة وحشة .. دي حاجة إسمها "تهذيب  أو جهاد النفس" .. خناقة يومية بين النفس الأمارة بالسوء والنفس الطيبة ..

إنت بقى .. كل يوم عندك صراع في إيه؟؟ أو مع مين؟؟؟ .. جربت مرة تقف مع نفسك كده وتشوف أول سلمة خطيت عليها كانت ليه؟؟ .. بقولكم إيه .. أنا مليش دعوة .. كل واحد حر .. مش هقول لحد شعارات .. هـوفرها لنفسي و يا ريت تعملوا زيي ..

أنا شعاري المرحلة الجاية "لا جدال" :))))

.. N.O.H.A ..

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Power to the Writers! : An interview with Shaymaa El-Gammal, Journalist & Media Consultant


Power to the Writers!

Photo by : Basma Fathy. Edited by: Ahmed Atef Megahed


An interview with Shaymaa El-Gammal, Journalist & Media Consultant

Believe it or not, a lot of people are actually afraid to look themselves in the mirror each day. They're not all excited about facing their daily routines and responsibilities; managing to suppress their feelings inside, not giving themselves a chance to breathe freely every now and then. However when they start asking for help, they usually receive the same advice; "Go away, travel sometime, lighten up a bit, you need to change…" Nonetheless, no one actually helps them, only until they meet a wise man who would instruct them to start writing. Yes, to simply start pouring out what they have in mind, heart, and soul in papers to release the amount of pressure they are facing every single day.

Consequently, this power of confession comes to their rescue. It revives their soul and helps them explore a whole new dimension of sanity, relaxation, and peace.  But, some people use this power as their own profession. They practice it as a way of discovering the world, making a difference in one's life, or simply babbling about it for the fun of it. Shaymaa El-Gammal is one of those people who enjoy this power of confession. She goes with the motto of, "Don't Hide What You Are!" Her job as a writer has grown in her ever since she was a child, which encouraged her to start a blog and post her own ramblings to the world as well. Not having the difficulty to validate what she has in mind, she developed into a professional, daring, interesting Journalist and Media Consultant. Her writings are spontaneous, very enjoyable to read, and highly informative. We have come across her very own first book, "Ta2 Marbouta," and decided to interview her, so she can tell us more about her experience with publishing, writing, and self-development. Speaking about her own thoughts and revelations, or as we called it above "babbling," she managed to present her own "EAT PRAY LOVE" journey to us.  Make sure you grab your copy; you will definitely find yourself in a chapter or two. Who knows, maybe it may encourage you to break-through your silence and start writing your own book someday. To check out her latest updates, go to http://www.facebook.com/Shaymaa.Gammal.

·         Please introduce yourself to our readers.
I'm Shaymaa El-Gammal, 25 years old. I'm married and I have one kid called, Firas. I've graduated from the Faculty of Arts, Ain Shams University to work as a Tour Guide for a while. Then, I shifted my career to a Children Instructor when I came across Kelmetna magazine and started practicing my writing, which I neglected since I was 12. At that point, I regained my real passion towards writing, so I started working as a Journalist along Education. Now, I contribute in several publications, like Cairo 360, Al-Wafd News Portal… etc. I love music, reading, photography, food, and surfing the net.

·         What does the book talk about?
It's a collection of my articles, ramblings, and revelations I've written since 2008 and till now. It presents several occurrences I've experienced, like the first time I fell in love, my marriage, the birth of my baby boy, the death of one of my friends/relatives, along with some situations I tried expressing my point of view through them.

·         What encouraged you to write?
I started writing my diaries when I was around 9 years old; what I thought about some movies, songs I liked, famous quotes… etc. Having so much time on my hands, as I was brought up in Saudi Arabia, made me write; I disliked the loneliness. But then, I stopped at the age of 12 and started writing again for Kelmetna as I mentioned before.

·         What does your child, Firas, represent to you? Did marriage influence your writing by any means?
Firas represents the future I'm living for. My world revolves around him and my husband. My marriage encouraged me to be more successful due to my husband's love and constant support. Of course, I had to turn down a lot of opportunities in TV and Journalism, but it's ok; it's never too late to achieve it later.

·         What made you decide to write a book?
I took the decision when I read these specific books: "Rice in Milk" by Rehab Bassam and "Whatever You Think, Think the Opposite" by Paul Arden. Rehab taught me how to write about myself; how to be cosy, honest, and universal at the same time, while Paul introduced me to creativity, innovation, and breaking the habits writing/publishing. Also, Al-Shorouk publications stimulated my thought of working on my project, after I saw their successful experiences of turning several blogs into books.

·         What inspires you?
Usually ideas come to me whenever I witness any influential incident, read a book, or watch a video on YouTube… etc. Strangely, I feel the urge to write whenever I go to Virgin stores; its atmosphere urges me to pick a café afterwards and just write!

·         What's the difference between writing a book and writing on your blog?
You don't have to think of the consequences when you write a new blog post. In other words, you are able to breathe, caring less about your writing style. On the other hand, writing a book requires solid structure, more vocabulary, and organization. You have to deliver a message, not just rant.

·         What's your parents' response after reading your book?
Surprisingly, they respected everything I wrote and no one made feel bad whatsoever.

·         What's your life philosophy?
As Fayrouz once sang, "I'm a humming bird… my people set me free to wander under the sun through endless roads…," I enjoy life, freedom, work, and the sun. My eternal daydream is to fly while sleeping. I love living as simple and as light as a bird. My motto is to accept all human beings just the way they are.

·         How do you picture yourself when you're 40?
I think I'll gain weight, but I'll enjoy who I will become. I'll always feel I'm in my 20's. I'll refuse to wear high heels. I'll be writing a lot, and will have good fans too. I'll maintain my childish character with my kids.

·         What do you mainly focus on in your writings?
I write what I feel; I do not usually seek to be funny or try to deliver what everyone wants. I am who I am, and that's simply it.

·         Do you think writers have a different personality? Is it true they live in their own bubble?
Usually, a writer lives two lives; a public one and a secret one. He/she has to successfully separate both personalities to be able to get in touch with his/her inner-self. It's all about focus and control. A writer can be very shy and decent in real life, but may live like hookers on paper to engage with what is written.

·         To which extent stability is important to a writer and how?
Stability is not essential to a writer; on the contrary, it's very damaging. It can kill any inspiration along the way. That's why, the best writings are produces in times of love, break-ups, giving birth to a child, divorce, death… etc.; occurrences like these create amazing pieces.

·         What would you say to those who did not unleash their writing talents yet?
You have got to release your souls and get out of your cage, that's simply it. And, here's a small tip for you; if you're not brave enough to write as a first person, you can always use a third person narrator.

·         It has been brought to my attention that you discussed loneliness in your book. In your opinion, how deep can it affect girls?
Loneliness can turn a girl into a positive, creative artist. It can help her make peace with herself. On the other hand, she can become worse by all means; acting all differently and doing thing she's not usually satisfied about.

·         Clearly, it's demonstrated how much you love Fayrouz. What's the story?
Including her unique voice, I feel she has sung to most ladies out there; encountering us in several emotional states. She's deep, thoughtful, calm, and not glamorous, which I strongly like about her. Fayrouz is an idol to me, like Guevara or Marlin Monroe to anyone else.

·         Do you believe in change?
Indeed! Everyone changes as he/she becomes older. Man's relationship with God is a living proof of that. Writers need change in their lives be able to develop their writing styles every one and then. New experiences definitely revive your way of life and help you endure the amount of pressure you're going through any period of time.


.. N.O.H.A ..

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Friday, December 23, 2011

You've Got the Love!


You've Got The Love

It's never too late to start living. It's never too late to be recognizable, to feel alive, or to embrace life. You deserve to be treated with respect, for you have rights for a better future. Believe that you can achieve beyond your imagination. Never belittle yourself. Never think you're less than anyone else. Never underestimate your intuition. Become your own best friend to have the will of overcoming, conquering, and defeating your own demons. 

According to Psychologists, "Personality" is defined as a combination of emotional, attitudinal, and behavioral response patterns of an individual. Consequently, these patterns develop your character; they shape your lifecycle. Govern them, you'll blossom; abuse them, you'll breathe heavily. Everyone of us has his/her mechanism, which is regularly affected by various inputs, and this is how we're evolved into the people we are today. To be able to peacefully get along with yourself, you have to daily remind yourself of this quote; "No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We, ourselves, must walk the path," (Buddha). Bring a piece of paper and hang it where you can see it every day. Highlight these words, "No one" and "Ourselves" to recognize the power of self-confidence. Waiting to be loved is not your only way to salvation. Loving yourself is your highest priority. Explore your missing pieces and fit them all back together in harmony because no one will do it for you. Only then, you'll revive your own soul.


Be Good .. Be Kind .. Be Truthful .. Be Sensible .. Be Joyful .. Be Considerate .. Be Giving .. Be Passionate .. Be Glamorous .. Be Confident .. Be Strong .. Be Beautiful .. Be Grateful .. Be Helpful .. Be Patient .. 


Interview Yourself
Have a one-on-one interview with yourself. Write down a list of your advantages and disadvantages in one piece of paper; put each in a separate column. At the end, your good qualities will lift up your mood. See?! You're not too bad after all.

"Getting in touch with your true self must be your first priority." ~ Tom Hopkins 


You're not Alone
The first thing you have to realize is that you're not alone in this world. Believe it or not, someone, somewhere is living- if not-a similar situation, then a worse life than what you're living at the moment. Be patient; you never know what the future holds for you. Accept your fate and it will turn out for the best on its own.

"All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson 

Let Go of your Anger
Forgive the ones who hurt you, and forget the incidents that came along with it. If someone is sorry, give them a chance to redeem themselves to you. You never know what they had in mind. If it's still too hard for you, then make use of it; work out, write, read… etc. Just make sure you keep your mind off of thinking.

"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned." ~ Buddha 


Be Kind
Listen more than you talk. Give away some charity money. Be giving, and try not to say no if someone is calling for your help. Put yourself in people's shoes to experience what they feel. By then, you'll be amazed by the amount of support you'll have later. Also, don't forget to pamper yourself; you deserve it.

"Begin to be now what you will be hereafter." ~ William James 


Become Closer to God
Maintain your daily rituals. Recite more prayers from your heart. Believe it or not, this specific element is the only common factor to all good things. Stop being so stubborn and face it; you'll realize how much it makes you feel better!

"What is Faith? When your good deed pleases you and your evil deed grieves you, you are a believer. What is Sin? When a thing disturbs (the peace of) your heart, give it up." ~ Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) 


Develop Yourself
Read more self-development books to motivate you. Find inspiration by reading true stories. Try to limit your materialistic urges and replace them with more knowledge. Be curious and thoughtful about our daily news. Novels can encourage you to be analytical and understand more people as well.

"He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life." ~ Muhammad Ali 


Let Go of Negativity
Think happy thoughts. Fight the dark waves that invade your mind. Break away from sadness, either by having a 30 minutes wake everyday or going on a vacation every now and then. Changing your daily routine will help you greatly. If someone invites you for a community activity, go ahead and try it; you may love it.

"A people free to choose will always choose peace." ~ Ronald Reagan 


Limit Your Access to Technology
Too many machineries, too many wires, too many than what our bodies can endure! "Disconnect to Connect" as I saw once in an advertisement. Go out and socialize. Call your old friends and get together somewhere. Open your eyes to your surroundings. Add a little glimpse of nature to your day; "Green" is good to your system. It certainly cools you off and clears your mind.

"Forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare feet and the winds long to play with your hair." ~ Khalil Gibran 

Create Your Own Masterpiece
Whether you write, cook, design… etc., unleash your talents within your friends and family, and ask them for support. Let your voice be heard and share your creations for the world to explore. Be effective and never live only for yourself; your existence will be worth-living.

"Be a yardstick of quality. Some people aren't used to an environment where excellence is expected." ~ Steve Jobs

.. N.O.H.A ..

Monday, December 19, 2011

دماغي كده!



بالله عليكم .. قبل ماتيجوا تتناقشوا معايا وتعلقوا على أي حاجة بحطها عندي .. ماحدش يفتكر إني بدافع عن اللي بيحرقوا ويبوظوا الممتلكات .. أنا بدافع عن اللي بيتظاهروا وبيعتصموا .. عندي قناعة إن المجلس الحقير ده هو السبب في كل اللي بيحصل وهو اللي ساب البلطجية وهو اللي عمل الخطة دي كلها من أولها لأخرها عشان تيجوا أنتم تخافوا وتقولوا هنعمل إيه من غيره؟؟! .. هو اللي مأكلنا هو! هو اللي شيلنا هو! .. هو اللي حامينا هو!!! وهو لا حاميكم ولا شاريكم ولا بيفكر فيكم أصلا .. وعامل عليكم تمثيلية كبير قوي وأخدتوا الطعم صح قوي!! تمام زي ما كان مبارك منايّمكم .. وأنا بقى لا طاهرة ولا شريفة ولا فوق البشر عشان فاهمة قذرته .. أنا واحدة عادية جدا ومش بأتعالى على حد! بس ماحلتيش غير دماغي اللي بفكر بيها وبرفض أي حد يستعماني ويستغفلني لأني مش ساذجة الحمدلله !!! فـبالله عليكم سيبوني في حالي لو مش مقتنعين باللي بقوله .. ودمتم!


.. N.O.H.A ..


Monday, December 12, 2011

A Sealed Promise


A promise has been made .. A fate has been written ..
A precious seal has found its way to my heart ..

He has succeeded .. Yes, he did ..
He has managed to revive my soul ..
He knew how to bring me back to life ..
And that's what he does best ..

People keep wondering why ..
They wish they had the chills he gives me ..
I'm not sad, though ..
For who has tasted eternal love, wishes the same for all ..

Mark this day forever .. It's written in our history ..
It's the day we signed our own manifesto ..
There's no turning back .. No, now is the time of the brave ..
You dream, you'll conquer .. You let in fear, you'll fail ..

My love, read these words and  repose ..
Save yourself for the one who cherishes you the most ..
Remember, don't ever forget ..
Your heart is safe here with me ..
The letters of your name are carved on mine ..
Your soul will never be alone even if I'm not around ..

.. N.O.H.A ..

*Inspired by Christina Perri - A Thousand Years


Saturday, November 26, 2011

بالنسبة للناس اللي في التحرير

للعلم .. مش كل اللي في التحرير عايزين البرادعي ولا عايزين يحرقوا أقسام ومنهم شباب الإخوان والسلفيين وشباب من ائتلاف شباب الثورة ومنهم ناس كتير قوي من الشعب .. طلعان عينهم وشايفين كرامتهم فوق كل شيء


اعرف الناس بجد نازلة عشان إيه وبلاش تجمع ... حاول تبقى عادل وحيادي وعقلاني ..
على فكرة أنا ضد المجلس وضد الباردعي .. أنا مع الإنتخابات وحكومة إنقاذ وطني !

حكومة إنقاذ وطني حاجة ومجلس رئاسي مدني حاجة تانية خالص خلوا بالكم!

الإنتخابات هي الحل دلوقتي .. ماتخلوش اللي بيحصل في التحرير والعباسية يغمي عنيكم على أهم حدث عدّى علينا من ساعة الثورة .


استعلم عن لجنتك الانتخابية و المرشحين
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حملة التوعية بالإنتخابات


.. N.O.H.A ..


Friday, November 18, 2011

أنا قلت نعم!

تصوير عمر كمال

أقر أنا المواطنة المصرية نهى عبد التواب إني واحدة من اللي قالت نعم ..

أنا قلت نعم للثورة مش لبقاء العسكر ..
أنا قلت نعم لتعديل 6 أو 7 بنود مش لإعلان دستوري ..
أنا قلت نعم لاستقرار مش دوّامة لمدة سنتين ..
أنا قلت نعم لتسليم السلطة لرئيس جمهورية مش لعسكري ببدلة مدني ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان صفوت الشريف يتحاكم مش عشان يتسكت عليه وميطلعش عليه خبر واحد هو وأمثاله ..
أنا قلت نعم للمادة التانية من الدستور مش لمجلس من غير إستفتاء شعبي ..
أنا قلت نعم لإنتخابات مجلس شعب في سبتمبر 2011 وإنتخابات رئاسية في 2012 مش لشلل ربعي لحد نص 2013 ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان الأمن يرجع مش عشان قانون الطوارئ يمتد ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان صوتي يطلع للناس مش عشان يتقال عليه تطاول وعدم إحترام .. لأ وكمان إنى بلطجية ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان الشرطة تحترمنا مش عشان يربّونا على ثورتنا ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان أخد حقي مش عشان يتقاللي كفاية إعتصامات ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان ألاقي تأمين صحي وأمان مش سرقة في كل حتة وتكاسل ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان الفقراء والعشوائيات والفساد مش عشان رجوع  فلول حزب وطني وقصور التجمّع الخامس ورشاوي هنا وهناك ..

أنا قلت نعم عشان الناس تتكاتف مع بعض وتبطّل أنانية مش عشان كل واحد يفرش فرشته في أي ميدان ويرمي زبالة في كل حتة ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان الطفل يتعلم كويس مش عشان يتقال له في كتاب إن حسني مبارك لسه بيحكمنا ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان الشباب يصنع قرارات مش عشان يتسجن بمحاكم عسكرية ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان المجلس قال إن جاتله أوامر بالضرب ورفض مش عشان يقولوا إحنا  بتوع إشاعات ..

أنا قلت نعم عشان اطلب طلب ويترد عليَّ مش عشان اتساب بالأسابيع والشهور لحد ما أزهق ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان أنا واحدة من الشعب وصوتي يفرق مش عشان يتقال إني من حزب الكنبة ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان كنت واثقة في المجلس العسكري مش عشان يأخد الثقة دي وشويه بشويه ينسب الثورة لنفسه ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان الجيش يرجع لثكناته مش عشان يحكمنا رئيس عسكري من تاني ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان اللي سرق يأخد جزاؤه مش عشان يتفقوا معاه يسلم ويستلم ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان قانون العقوبات يتفعّل بجد مش عشان قانون الطوارئ يفضل يحكمنا ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان الوزارء يورونا وشهم مش عشان يقعدوا على مكاتب ومانفتكرش حتى أساميهم ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان ينتهي عصر الورق والتصاريح مش عشان أغرق في روتين ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان ماحدش يشتمني لما أنزل مش عشان حد يضربني في الشارع ويجري ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان أتظاهر بإسلوب متحضر مش عشان أمن مركزي يفرقني بالقوة ..
أنا قلت نعم عشان الطبقية والإستعلاء فى التعامل ينتهوا مش عشان اللي معندوش ينداس عليه ويتباع بالرخيص ..

أنا قلت نعم عشان اللي عندي عمره ما هيخلص ولازم المجلس يفهم كده .. لازم يعي إن الناس مش هتهدى وتخرس زي زمان .. الكيل فعلا طفح وعفّن وانتشر في كل حتة فى البلد .. يا حكومة يا إما تعابرونا يا إما تسيبونا .. الشعب عمل ثورة على البلد نفسها: سياستها بمنشأتها بأحزابها .. على أكلها وشربها وإقتصادها وأسلوب قمعها .. ثورة على أقل حق لينا إننا نحس بكرامتنا فى أرضنا !

أنا قلت نعم عشان مخافش أكتب كلام زي ده مش عشان أستنى مكالمة تهديد من أمن دولة أو  أمن مسمي نفسه وطني !


.. N.O.H.A ..

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

هو أنا بكلم نفسي هنا؟



هو أنا بكلم نفسي هنا؟
 أُمّال ليه أنا حاسة بكده ؟؟

أنا ليه حاسة إن ماحدش سمعني؟؟ أنا ليه أيقنت إني مسجونة ؟؟
 ليه دايما عندي إحساس بالوحدة مع إن عندي صحاب كتير ؟؟
وليه دايما حاسة إن حقي مش موجود مع إني بأكل وبشرب ومصروفي موجود ؟؟


وليه حاسة إنى بتضيع مع إن عجلة الإنتاج ماشية والإستقرار مالي البلد لحد الملل ؟؟
وليه دايما خايفة إن المجلس العسكري يحكمنا بدل مبارك مع إنه دايما بيوعدنا بغير كده ؟؟
وليه مجلس الشعب متعملش في سبتمبر مع إن الثورة قامت في يناير ؟؟


وليه لسة بيتقال على الشباب شوية عيال وبلطجية مع إن اللي سرقوا و قتلوا بيتحاكموا ؟؟
وليه عيال زي أحمد سبايدر وكريم حسن لما يطلعوا يقولوا على الملأ إنهم بيضربوا في ناس مابيتشدوش وألتراس أهلاوي يتعمل عليهم كمين عشان يحرمهوا ينطقوا تاني ؟؟


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وليه 6 ابريل يتقال عليهم خونة واللي خان البلد 30 سنة قاعد في مستشفى 100 نجوم ؟؟
وليه أول ناس إتحسن وضعهم في البلد هم الظباط وأهل الدويقة قعدوا بالشهور في الشارع من غير ما حد يعبرهم وفي الآخر اتفضوا بالقوة ؟؟؟

هو ليه دايما الشعب في ناحية واللي حاكم البلد من غير ما يختاره حد في ناحية تانية ؟؟


هو مش إحنا في بلد واحدة ولا إيه ؟؟


هو إحنا مش بنشرب نفس المية و بنأكل نفس الأكل و بنروح نفس الأماكن و عايشين في نفس الكرة الأرضية ولا إيه ؟؟؟


بالله عليهم حد يرد عليا .. يمكن أنا غلطانة .. مش مهم .. بس الأهم أرجع أحس من تاني إن حواليا ناسي وأهلي وعزوتي اللي خايفة عليَّا وحمياني من الأطماع و الغدر و الخيانة ...

إمضاء ..

مصر


.. N.O.H.A ..

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Waiting is Gold


What exactly are we waiting for? Is it Salvation? Is it Peace? Is it Harmony? Is it Love? Is it Marriage? Is it Kids? Is it Money? Is is Happiness? Is it paradise? ..
A lot of times I don't know the answers to these questions, on the other hand I'm okay with it ..

I tend to feel fine with the kind of life I'm living .. I tend to have peace with myself, even if people think otherwise .. I understand how they must feel .. They're just afraid of the things they know nothing about, specially when they actually care .. I agree I may seem confusing .. Surprisingly, they can't live my life, so they start urging me to change and live my life by their own rules ..

However, I'm okay .. I'm Waiting ... :)

Waiting isn't always a dreadful thing to feel .. Waiting isn't always demeaning or forsaken ..
Waiting sometimes can be your only solution .. It may become your only road-to-cross for a better future ..

Waiting, if it comes along with Patience, usually succeed to keep me right on track .. It helps me to survive, to appreciate life and go that extra mile everyone waits for ..

Call me crazy, as I recently fell in love with Hope .. Hardships do  not always bring you down, they can quickly pull you back up and make you stronger than you've ever known ..

Suppression isn't always the key to become better, in other words to FEEL better ..
I've been there... I've known what it's like to prevent yourself from the things you love, the things you desperately long for, and the things that make you safe .. just to feel whole again ..

If you tried waking up in the morning and going through your life journey, believe me you may find it fine after all .. Just tell yourself, you're gonna get what you want, you're gonna achieve what you've always dreamed of .. Just remind yourself of the treasures you have never taken a look at .. I'm sure you'll find a good thing or two that you love about yourself ..

Have a conversation with yourself every now and then .. Don't feel shy about it .. It does actually work!
Everything matters, don't ever undermine what you feel inside, don't ever think you're worthless .. That would only let you become more brutal, more cruel, more offensive to everyone else ..

And yes, you do not live alone :) .. Whether you like it or not, you'll have to deal with someone somewhere some day ...

I guess what I'm trying to say is ... Keep it simple, light, and full of flavor .. It's YOUR life we're talking about here .. It deserves some care, some appreciation, some joy to help you endure, affect, and enjoy ..

Try to be graceful with yourself .. indulge it, pamper it, and caress it every once in a while ..
You'll be blown away by the rewards if you let everything be reveled on its own ...

.. N.O.H.A ..


*Inspired by Take That's "I'd Wait For Life."

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Love Sick


She tends to drown in your eyes just by hearing your voice .. She loves hearing your heart beeping for her and only her .. She misses you everywhere she goes .. She sees you in every little thing she does ..

Forgive her if she's love sick .. Forgive her if she may seem demanding .. Forgive her if she's too sensitive to handle .. She loves you and pleads for your kindness ..

Everyday is a brand new day for her, only if she hears your voice .. Each morning she wakes up with a smile just because you're by her side .. And when the night comes, your arms is all she's got ..

Try a little tenderness ...

 .. N.O.H.A ..

*Inspired by Adele's Lovesong :)

Friday, September 23, 2011

Just BE


It's never too late .. It's never too late to start living .. It's never too late to fall in love .. It's never too late to feel alive ..

Know that you deserve to be treated with respect .. Know that you have rights for a better future .. Believe that you can achieve beyond your imagination ..

Never belittle yourself .. Never think that you're less than anyone else .. Never underestimate your belief in You!

Be Good .. Be Kind .. Be Truthful .. Be Sensible .. Be Joyful .. Be Considerate .. Be Giving .. Be Passionate .. Be Glamorous .. Be Confident .. Be Strong .. Be Beautiful .. Be Grateful .. Be Helpful .. Be Patient ..




Be Real .......

Only then ..... You'll Never Lose :)

.. N.O.H.A ..

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Book Review: Shaymaa El-Gammal's "Ta2 Marbouta"

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Cute! That's the first thing that came to my mind when I grabbed Shaymaa El Gammal's "Ta2 Marbouta." Its design gave me an impression that the book is certainly a fun, different ride; small and colorful, yet very enjoyable to read. It's very rare that I find Arabic books with appealing illustrations that goes along the readings as well.

So, here's what I thought about the book after reading it cover to cover. Shaymaa managed to gather some of her personal life experiences, day-dreaming revelations, along with few interesting resolutions; reciting bits and pieces of what she believes in. It is quite shown that she gave her all and poured what she had in her heart to be able to write the chapters of this book. This book is her first experience in the world of publishing, however she's been writing for years now as a journalist in several magazines.

Every girl will definitely relate to a chapter or two. The book is light, and very easy-to-read. It's mostly written in slang Arabic, exactly like she talks in real life. With every page that you flip, you'll feel it screams out her character. Her aspects are revealed in every story, every thought, and every vision.

My personal favorite segment is called, "Sho'aa'a Nour" or "Ray of Light," expressing how a writer can feel sometimes when he/she can be consumed by their moods; how one can be stuck in a mental state of mixed feelings, not knowing what to write but few ramblings and subjective wishes.

Also, you'll notice that Shaymaa's writing style is daring and surprising. For example, She wasn't scared to narrate how she used to steal stuff from the library when she was a child, not realizing she did a bad deed in the first place of course, or how she gets jealous at her husband from the slightest incidents, like drinking a cup of cocoa that gives him warmth or sleeping on a pillow that may hold his head all night long.

You don't want to miss "Ta2 Marbouta." After you finish reading, you'll be surprised to realize how it would provide you with the exact push/energy you wish to receive from a close friend. I felt good vibes coming out of this book. Encouragement is what I gained when I read these words: "Try to focus and remember the times when you were truly happy. Indeed, you have some memories that help you stick with whatever makes you sense real joy. Do not be shy ever!" ~ A quote from "A'an M'ana Al-Sa'ada Athadath" or "Speaking of Happiness."

P.S: If you'd like to check more of her writings, go to: http://ayamwayam.blogspot.com

Cilantro Central Magazine
October/November 2011

.. N.O.H.A ..

Saturday, August 27, 2011

The Fog is Finally Lifting


Is the block finally coming to an end? I hope so .. I'm starting to feel some of the thoughts growing in my brain again .. They're like seeds sent from heaven .. Don't know where they come from ..

My only solution is to stay calm .. Whenever I start recalling the past events, I panic; my brain takes a hold on me, sometimes totally freezes! Could it be because of the incidents that happened in my life recently? I really don't know ..

Hopefully, this free writing practice will help me release the evil thoughts I have .. It may liberate me once again from my dark side .. Every writer has one, that's for sure ..

I usually advice myself to fight back, but for this block I totally went with the flow .. I know it's almost a year since I've written a decent article or post, however I managed to keep up as much as I could .. You see... for me it's always about the idea... The quality, not the quantity! I can't help but wait for the right moment of inspiration, and start to pour out what I have in mind .. I'm not the kind of writer who can write for just writing .. I have to feel it! Call me emotional, but that's the way I'm made of .. in almost everything!

I know this post may sound pointless, but it means something to Me :)
After all, I have always been into writing because I wanted to have a voice, not because I wanted to earn a living...

I sincerely ask for your prayers... I'm experiecing some tough times nowadays and I could use your kindness anytime of the day...

May ALLAH, the most gracious, the most merciful, grants us the right path and guides us to what he sees best! Amen!

.. N.O.H.A ..
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