Sunday, December 9, 2007

I'm a living creature, u know ...




OH GOD! They simply can’t get it! ..


When I really take a look at someone, I know if I can be with him or not.. it’s really so stressful how they wanna control u all the time.. They pretend like it’s in ur hands, when it’s really not..
It’s really one of my biggest fears to marry someone I don’t want.. Why can’t they just respect your intuition ??!! .. I didn’t like him .. He wasn’t my type .. I don’t want someone to pull me back.. I want someone to set me free ppl .. SET ME FREE !

It’s so hard for me to see someone around my parents.. My mum start acting like she found a treasure walking on earth and my dad talks about nothing but himself ..
Everyday passes by I feel more and more frustrated.. I’ll never find him.. I’ll never find the one who will pull me from the atmosphere I’m living in ..
I just feel they all wanna get rid of me… I feel I’m a damn burden that pulls everyone back …
I just wish they take no for an answer.. I don’t like him and that’s it !!!

Please god help me get through this.. Please god get me out of this house.. Please god send me the one.. send me whom I wanna .. Please don’t let them force me to do something I don’t want to .. I’ve been living by their rules since I first had my breath in this life.. please don’t let pressure me more than that .. i really want someone to love.. I want someone to live my life with .. not to work for him as a servant…

They really don’t know me at all and they don’t know anything about marriage ..
They keep swinging me into their constant arguments.. It was really a disaster… !!

I’m not a puppet u know .. I’m a living soul that breathes and feels and longs to live a life that she never had !! .. A life that i've been longing for and dreaming of MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!
.. N.O.H.A ..

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Gary Jules - Mad World

Love this song.. It's so true !!


GARY JULES
"Mad World"

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell youI find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... mad world

Enlarging your world
Mad world

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Really impressive !

I got this poem from a group.. Don't know who wrote it yet..
It's worth reading.. very very touchy !!



عصفور و جوة قفص حديد مسجون
يحلم بباب مفتوح يطير يلف الكون
و لما جه اليوم و إنفتح الباب الملعون
خاف يطير قال خليني في المضمون

قالوا كل حاجة بتتوزن بالأعمال
قلت طب كانوا يوزنوا بالأحمال
دا أنا ساعتها كنت أبقى عال
شايل حمول و أنا في عمر العيال

عمري من بين إيديا عمال يعدي
و أنا بتحايل عليه و أقوله هدي
رد قالي كان بودي
كدة كدة لا بتجيب و لا بتودي

زي حتة تلج ساعات ببقى صلب
و ساعات زي شوية مية بتصب
نفسي يوم أحب و أتحب
و أبدل حتة التلج بنار في قلب

دنيا واسعة و فيها كلنا مساجين
من الشبابيك نبص على غيرنا و نقول مساكين
شايفين سجن غيرنا و سجننا مش شايفين
بنقضي مدة حكمنا و فاكرين نفسنا عايشين

شفت حلم في آخر الطريق بعيد
جريت عليه فرحان سعيد
زي طفل في ليلة عيد
وصلت لقيته مش ليا كان في إيد

كنت فاكر نفسي عايش حالة حب
و قلت خلاص داب الحجر و بقالي قلب
بس يظهر ده رابع المستحيل الصعب
متأصلة القسوة فيا و غاوي حرب

ساعات يحلالي منك يا نفسي أطير
و يعجز قلمي و ورقي عن التعبير
و يجن عقلي و يبطل تفكير
أفرحلي مرة بس يا نفسي مافيناش نغير

نفسي أفرح بس ياريت مش عارف
حواليا ميت حاجة بتفّرح بس خايف
الظاهر نسيت الضحكة طريق الشفايف
مش باقي غير نضارة سودة منها مش شايف

عايز أفرح و حاطط إيدي على قلبي
عايز حتى عن نفسي فرحتي أخبي
لما بفرح يقتلني خوفي من بكرة و رعبي
مابقتش أصدق أي فرحة من كتر غلبي

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I Love ...

A friend of mine requested a new theme that I should add to my writings. He thinks I’m making myself old, and mentioned that I should talk about HOPE for a change. So, I’ve been searching for something that I can relate it to, and found it really hard :)

I’m not saying that I’m all pessimistic. Maybe I’m just not trying to buckle up a list of wishes that can’t happen. You see, I get so attached to something or anything I love, whether a person or even a song. Maybe that’s why most of the time I’ve managed to control my wishes; couldn't just wish too much for something because it’s 90% of the time hard to exist….

However, I’ll give it a shot :) I agree it sometimes gives you a splendid feeling to list what you like in life. However, it’s not quite nice when you start feeling sorry for yourself..

I’m not a demanding person, but I expect and appreciate simple things in life, like honesty, love, care, consideration, etc.
  
And I love the moonlight.. I really do.. I find it magically relaxing..
I love babies… they light up ppl’s lives..
I love music… they touch my soul..
I love comforting.. it helps us to survive..
I love my religion.. it revives me and fix my thoughts..
I love my family.. they give me sense of belonging..
I love my friends.. they make me feel I’m still alive..
I love my room.. it’s the only cozy place I can be on my own..
I love eyes.. it’s the only way that shows how happy you are..
I love hands.. they can show how tender you are..
I love hugs.. it’s all about passion..
I love flowers.. they make my day..
I love colorful outfits.. but black always feels elegant..
I love teenagers.. they remind me of experiencing everything for the first time..
I love exploring personalities.. I find it amazingly colorful..
That’s enough for now I guess :D
Stay tuned guys ;)


.. N.O.H.A ..

Saturday, November 3, 2007

A Song Called "Yesterday"

..:: A Song Called "Yesterday" ::..

Each time I listen to that song "Yesterday"
I feel so gloomy and I begin to curse the day
The day that I met you in
And felt all this love I have within…

Each time I wake up in the morning
I feel so gloomy and I begin mourning
Mourning about you not being by side
And remembering how it then felt so right…

Each time I try to sleep
I do nothing but weep
Weep not only by tears, but also by thoughts
That only comes when holding to some hopes…

But in the end
I have nothing in my hands
Other than forgetting all I had once
And hoping that I could give my heart just one more chance…

.. N.O.H.A ..

What's with "I'm better off alone!"

..:: What's with "I'm better off alone!" ::..

What's with "I'm better off alone!"
It keeps poping up in my mind every single glance
Is it depression or just knowing a new fact of life??
Will it go away or keep on poping till i drop dead??

It's really annoying me to a great extent
to the point of kicking my head till it flies away..

I really wish to scream it out loud to only get rid of it once and for all..
but the problem is.. it always keep coming back..
never goes away for just one glance..

I guess i should learn to live with it in the end..
cuz it seems it will be my only true friend..

Hey sentence don't you dare go away don't leave me after all this..
like all the others did..

[6:38 a.m]

.. N.O.H.A ..

Wondering

..:: WONDERING ::..
The stars are bouncing for love
The moon is always bright and shiny
How I wish I could live among them
to try for once the feeling of glory

Did u ever wonder how does the water
clean everything from its powder?!
Why does everything love to glow
when the night comes and the wind blow?!

I never knew why do I love the moonlight
Is it just me or everyone love seeing things bright?!

Strange how I feel so gloomy
but yet I long for some tenderness
It is really hard to find something groovy
That's why dreaming never to me ends

I should never ever stop hoping
That a day will come when everything becomes so sweet and full of graciousness…

Sun 6/11/2005
6:40 a.m

..N.O.H.A ..

The Sound Of Bitterness


Assalam Alikom..

I may sound a bit harsh and rude.. Hope u’ll indulge wut I have to say…

I’m Feeling numb and neglected.. Maybe a bit depressed, but that’s how i feel right now.. I’m not trying to fake it either..
I have a strange feeling of letting go of everything … Setting things to the wildness of life I guess…
I dun feel like loving nor caring about anyone anymore.. I just feel I’m not capable of loving either..
My sensitivity holds me within its claws and lets me fade away bit by bit..
Sometimes I manage to pretend and tell everyone I’m alright, but most of the time i can't fake it.. It's just too much to handle.. Everyday goes by I score a big fat zero…
Feeling trapped and prisoned forever.. I’m so damn afraid of everything…
Wanna scream out loud and sleep forever…
My loneliness kills me and I keep begging for ppl to hang out with me like a desperate helpless creature…

No one will ever understand how I live nor with whom....
No one will ever be able to understand how I feel cuz simply they’re never where I stand..
How I hate it when someone start lecturing me about how to live my life and do this and do that!! .. “HELLO!! UR NOT MEEEE!!”
I have so much anger and bitterness inside me although I keep working on purifying my heart, but I can’t help it.. Sorry if I’m not good enough.. Sorry if I’m not doing things ur way.. Sorry but I just wanna end all this…
Why can’t they just figure it out???!! I only need their support and encouragement.. I need real friendship.. I dun need interfering …. I need love ppl ... LOVE !!


.. N.O.H.A ..

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Romantic & Proud !



I’ll start my post by stating out loud: “I’M ROMANTIC” .. I’m romantic and proud .. Actually being romantic is what made me alive all those years..
Being romantic got me closer to ALLAH (swt).. Being romantic made me in touch with my feelings all the time .. Being romantic made me know myself very well .. Being romantic made me feel things no one will easily have .. Yeah, it brought a lot of tears and agony along the process, but gave me lots of passion and gentleness as well…

Funny how some guys think it’s a point of weakness, although it’s the fruit that we’re born with..

Why do people always think that in order to be healthy you gotta be so practical and materialistic ??!! I’m not also saying that you gotta be naive either .. I’ve just clarifying that a person can live with both his/her heart and mind… sometimes it’s a very hard combination to achieve, but in my opinion that’s true salvation and balance…

I’ve always had this passion for nature… my favorite flower is Tulip and my eternal fantasy is to spend my life on a beach.. the moonlight is the closest to my heart… love it when the moon lights up my whole room and I keep lying in my bed watching it moving away and away till a cloud comes and embraces it… you may call me dreamy, but I find this scene very relaxing…

Sometimes I feel that I wish for too much.. mostly, I feel I’ll never find what I’m looking for… and actually I’m terrified to end up with a man who’s not good enough.. it’s just that this man is the symbol of everything I’ve ever wanted and never had in my life… I always feel that he has to be like an idol or something… he shouldn’t do this, he shouldn’t do that, he shouldn’t treat me this way or even think of taking me for granted…
I’ve been taken for granted so many times I can’t even count, really lolz…
I just feel this man gotta be sent from above! :D
Don't worry, I wake up right away and I tell myself, he doesn’t exist :D .. guess I’m nothing near optimistic :D but I have gr8 faith in ALLAH (swt) and I keep praying that he'll send me a man who will be the one for me… just wish the stress lightens up a bit :$:$

Hold on to your loved ones ppl… you’ll never know how lucky you are for such a gift… it’s amazing to share your life with someone you deeply & truly love… just to be able to wake up in the morning and find yourself feeling safe like never before :)

See ya !


.. N.O.H.A ..

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Sensitive & Trying To Deal With It

Her mum told her a very strange phrase today.. Never thought she would ever tell her a phrase like that..

She knows it's been hard living with each other lately, but she just stroke her when she simply shouted at her while having a discussion, " You don't love anybody!"


"How can she say something like that?! It really hurts," she said.. It's not that she believes her, but it's just the thought that her mum can think of her this way.. It's really strange..

"I don't love anyone 'cause I don't accept people treating me like s*** ?? .. Do I have to accept their ignorance just to win their love?!" She was really astonished by her words..

You may think she's exaggerating or something.. Maybe, but she's just stating what she feels.. Isn't it at least her right?! .. "Why is it always so hard to state what you think?! And when you don't, you receive the worst comments anyone can hear of," she thought to herself..

Sometimes she feels neither her silence, nor her opinions matter to anyone.. Specially to her mum.. "She thinks I'm a smug :) Yeah, she does.. I believe, despite her motherhood, she really hates me.. Nothing pleases her.. She keeps asking me to treat her as a friend and confide in her, but she just can't help it.. Whenever I tell her something, she blasts at my face! By then, I choose not to deal with her to lighten things up, but she doesn't understand this and I keep in this cycle all over again.." she says while thinking she can never tell her she doesn't like talking to her..

"God knows how much my heart aches 'cause we're not close enough, but I just can't get along with her by any means.. She just doesn't know what she wants.. She wants me beside her and at the same time she wants me to get married as fast as a lightning! She keeps praying for me to leave the house and at the same time gazes at me and says, "God only knows what I'm going through..." What shall I do then?!" she wonders..

She always feels stuck in between.. She's usually the neglected one, she's usually the one who gets crushed when something bad happens.. Don't think she's trying to change what ALLAH, the all mighty has written for her, she's just expressing her case, wondering what is in the cards for her afterwards :)

"Maybe that's why people get away from me most of the time or don't hang out with me as much.. I mean 'cause I'm a bit moody.. Naaah! I'm a lot moody!" she admits :) .. But, is it a crime that she has a heart?! .. God knows how much she struggles each day to work on herself and her inner soul.. She's not trying to brag please believe that.. She's actually very sincere about what she usually writes down in her diary..

"I know I may sound silly and unorganized, but I guess I deserve to be treated with patience.. I swear I'm not bad; I'm just sensitive and trying to deal with it.. I desperately need everyone's prayers.. I'm not afraid to admit I'm so weak right now.. Just hope someone would help me be happy a bit though.. And don't worry, I already seek refuge from the All Mighty... elhamdullah .. I just a friend would do his/her share.. Maybe... just maybe, one day I may find the sense of security I've been longing for my whole life.." she ends her words, laying down her pen and placing her diary on her bed..

She sleeps with little drops in her eyes...

.. N.O.H.A ..

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Fear Non-Stop ..

Assalam Alikom ..


Everytime I try opening a new msg to post, i pause like a minute or so; thinking how shall i begin my words... How i can be interesting enough , so that ppl dun get bored from my thoughts... But then i just tell myself.. just write... sure u'll come up with something... and i do sub7an ALLAH :) .. kolo fadl men ellah sub7ano we ta3ala...


Funny how a person can get so worried from those little things and a lot of other things as well... Maybe when u feel like u're being watched all the time or that u're being criticized thru ur entire life, u become so weak and fear becomes ur best friend... Noone can really understand wut i'm saying, unless he/she were in my shoes ... The problem is that ur surrounded by fear anywhere and anytime... Whether from ur parents, ur country or even ur own self !!!


Fear really can consume a person to the bones... But the main problem is when ur already grown up enough and u still find urself feeling the same fear u had when ur like 5 years old ... So, whose fault is it ? .. I think first it's the fault of ur parents, but mainly it's urs.. Yes, it is urs my friend ... Ur parents didn't teach u to love them beside being afraid, BUT it ur own fault cuz u chose NOT to change... and dun tell me u can't ... NAH.... u sure can, but u dun intend u nor want to !!! ....


I know i may sound a lunatic, but that's how i see it ... We tend to leave fear crawl into our senses for sooooo long without rebelling or even trying to cope with our inner soul ... A person must have inner peace b4 he/she thinks that they can spread them to the rest of mankind.... That's how Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) was with others sub7an ALLAH ... Also, i heard a saying once but can't remember who said it ... It says that when u feel ALLAH's greatness (swt) and fear towards him in ur heart, only THEN the amount of fear inside ur heart start to reduce... To tell u the truth, i really tried it myself and guess wut .. it worked :)


Constant fear has always been one of my main problems i must confess.. that's why i feel that it's a gr8 problem among lots of ppl ... However, i guess i wanted to assure u that it can really be changed... and i really believe if u need something so much, u'll put ur heart and mind into achieving it... So, collect ur armor & guns and start the battle with Fear... Dun let it eat u alive cuz it can surely do .... for a long long time .....


.. N.O.H.A ..

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

My Mind vs. Theirs


What would you do if u found out that ppl regularly talk behind ur back?

What would you do if u found out that ppl dun do the job that u assign them to do?

What would you do if u found out that ppl neglect u and they'll always intend to do so?


Who's right and Who's wrong?? ... YOU or THEM ??


We always tend to fully depend on how our brain works.. but don't u think our own mind can trick us sometimes??!! ... How many times we thought that we're the ones who know everything... How many times did we make sure that we're always right on something...

How many times do we start a debate and then become unable to make a closure ??

Call me crazy, but i dun like empty talks like how's ur hair and how did u manage to do ur nails like so and so .... I'm not saying that life is gotta be all about seriousness either...

I just wish to state that u can also be fun and NOT STUPID !!!

Who said in order to be fun, u gotta talk about meaningless issues :D:D


Ppl my age tend to have an attitude that everything is coooool and easy .. U dun have to worry about anything... Then SUDDENLY they become like a herd; breathing to ONLY work , eat and sleep and they complain at the same time that life is boring... They just leave their souls to rotten and they do nothing about it!!! .. There are specific ppl in my life that i really get irritated around them for those matters ... They just get on my nerves !!! .. They keep talking aimlessly about anything and think that they're the best who are ever been born on earth :D


Guess what I'm trying to say here is that i always have this war going on in my brains.. It's kinda state of endless conflicts.. Whoever knows me well must know that my mind never stops... And when it does i enter this state of mind where everything is numb around me .... bel3araby bab2a moghayaba kam yoom keda we b3dean bafoo2 lwa7di :D:D:D


It's quite a thrill for me if anyone asked me about something or asked about my opinion... I have this constant self-esteem seeking... Then when someone get convinced with wut I'm saying, it's the world to me :D .. And i know it's just an infinite desire of knowing I'm right ... U must think I'm crazy by now :) lolz


Anyways, we all dream of peace and i specially dream of my peace of mind... No1 can really feel it's worth except those who feel thoughts are running through the veins of their brains like hot iron... A friend who studies medicine diagnosed me that i have Chronic Insomnia cuz i tend to sleep a lot or not sleep at all, and it's so hard for me to fall asleep so quickly also...

But u know something.. I'd rather have a brain that's like a rollarcoaster then carry a huge empty hollow one... It's more fun and less boring ;) ;)

..:: Palestinian Am I by E. Yaghi ::..



This is poem i found once , but unfortunatelly i really can't remember the name of the girl or any info about her except that she's palestinian...

Hope u like it ...


..:: Palestinian Am I by E. Yaghi ::..


No one can take away from me

my identity,for it is mine.

Palestinian am I.

I am the river that flows

through my land.

I am the mountain

Noble and magnificent

Rising up out of chaos and destruction.

I greet the morning sun

that shines down on my fertile valleys

and parches my barren desert.

I am the red poppy and yellow daffodil

that grow upon my blood

stained hills.

I am the battle cry of freedom

that echoes through my corridor

sand every fiber of my being.

Palestinian am I.

I am the proud owner of

Orange or chards and lemon blossoms

and honeybees, wild and free.

I am the Palestinian David child wielding a single stone

Against the Israeli Goliath.

I am not afraid,for truth is with me and God is on my side.

If I die,a choir of angels will honor meand later,

my parents will grasp my out stretched hand

and join me in Heaven.

I am the tears of Mothers weeping for their dead sons.

I am the footsteps of ancient prophets

who foretold of doom and destruction

to those who torture and oppress me.

My brethren are the doves, hummingbirds and seagulls

that fly unhindered above my sea.

I am Palestinian,Therefore, I am.

No one can take my identity

Away from me,not tanks or guns or bombs

Meant to desecrate me and kill me.

My country lives in me.

I am the cry of liberty.

No matter what they take from me,

they can't take away my identity

or my dignity.

Palestinian am I.

A Poem | My Agony

Several years ago i thought to myself, why don't i try writing a poem... It didn''t really matter back then whether it is good or bad.. Just wanted to try something new..
Later i started writing couple of things and i liked the idea of me rythming everything together :D
What i'm gonna post this time isn't my first peom though.. But i luv it anyways and wanna share it with u .. i'll be posting the other poems as well, so plz leave me a comment if u wanna ... It will really make my day :) ... Hope u like them @}--;----



..:: MY AGONY ::..


Different faces … Constant lies
Expressions flooding … Changeable eyes
Things to find out each day
But they only lead to the ties that grow within you when you rise ….
They crawl into your senses and suddenly you begin to sacrifice …
Thinking of your past beliefs
You long for the days of innocence and compromise…
But again you live your life to breathe the air
That's filled of dishonesty and thoughtless minds…

Wed 21/9/2005
5:00 am


.. N.O.H.A ..

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

My Character Flower




Assalam Alikom again ...


Guess I just made this blog and i can't get my hands to relax lolz... feeling i have so much to say ... but as usual i'll be saying bits and pieces.. anyways..........

Today i popped into a nice site full of GR8 pics and i mean REALLY REALLY GR8 !!!

I found this particular pic. and i thought to myself; " That's exactly me, sub7an ALLAH !!"

This is how i'm so sensitive and full of details and complications from the inside, and so harsh and itchy from the outside... or at least how i appear to be...

I confess i can be hard dealing with sometimes and ppl tend not to get me...

Some call me a snob, some call be complicated, some call me sheakha :) , some call me EFL (which means strict i guess) ....etc.

But the truth is i'm so fragile and vulnerable to the extent that i always build this wall between ppl and me, in order not to get hurt .. But, at the end i become hurt anyways...


What really irritates me though is that ppl nowadays tend to be sooooo judgemental !!!! ... They stopped listening anymore... They stopped trying to understand you and leave their anger aside... It's like everyone is just wating for the right opportiunity to POP UP in ur face with the worst words EVER !!! ... and if ur trying to tell them it's wrong, they begin telling u " Dun Try to be our Mommy :s :s :s " ...

WUT ??!!! MOMMY ??!!!

Come on ppl !!!! I'm just trying to help u know... and God knows how much i'm making an effort to really be nice with u all ... since when it's soooo wrong to advice someone u care about ???

Is it really a crime ???!!! ... and again... why dun ppl care about eachother anymore then keep complaining about neglection and stuff ???!!! ...

Doesn't anyone sit with him/herself anymore???? ... Aren't there ppl who question their opinions and actions ????!!!


I guess i'm just asking these questions cuz i keep popping into ppl who give me the impression that they're soooooo shallow.... and maybe cuz i'm a bit of a thinker myself... and i mean by thinker is that my mind keeps thinking a lot and not a gr8 philosophical character :) ...

A friend once told me: "Noha , u shouldn't think too much...."

Really ??? ... Is that it ??? ... Do i think too much more than i should be ???!!!

In fact i dun agree with wut they're trying to turn me into ... I managed to keep my character elhamdullah and i'm convinced that ALLAH (swt) has granted me this aspect to keep working on myself and never give up ... so, i embraced this fact and i started to understand that Life to me is all about Ups & Downs... It's all about these phases that i keep going into and going out of it ... And in order to survive , a person should cope with it cuz simply... u never know when ur life is gonna end, so u gotta be prepared..... for anything and everything ....


Maybe that's why i have this eternal passion for flowers... cuz they always bloom for a while and then become dead to turn in a sead and grow again and again.... it's a life's cycle... really this is our life... a cycle full of stages... sometimes rough and sometimes smooth... but we manage to live anyways... till the All Mighty calls it's end and start of Eternity...


Hope i made sense in all this .. :) :)


Take Care ppl and Good Luck with ur own lives :) :)


.. N.O.H.A ..

My First Post




Assalam Alikom Everyone ...


As u can see I'm new here.. never tried blogging b4 .. thought about it several times though, but never been convinced of it till this instant..

To tell u the truth I've been always afraid to even try, although I've been writing in my diary for years.. So, I guess ur asking urselves, then why am i doing it now...

Well, I simply wanted to talk to someone.. anyone... Wanted to express wut I have in my mind, maybe it would help me someday.. Wanted to share wut I have to say, then maybe I could make a difference.. I've always loved to write.. It's a passion really...

So, at first I'll be posting old stuff of mine to get started around here... I'll be posting mainly my thoughts & simple poems... This place will be a Mini-Diary for me...

Hope it would be interesting to you and I hope you enjoy it as much as I will really do :) :)

Best Wishes,

.. N.O.H.A ..