Thursday, August 21, 2008

.. Longing for Hope ..

I really feel like writing, but I don't have things to say .. Can't figure out the theme of this one .. Things are going pretty fast these days .. Life is a real roller coaster .. Everybody are jammed and extremely down .. All of us have their own problems .. It’s really weird how ppl turn out to be different than what you expect .. How could u think so high of a person and he turns out to be that reckless and mindless .. how can a person neglect you when your showing how weak you are and asking for their help ?? .. Sub7an ALLAH .. I dun like bragging, but elhamdullah I've barely turned someone down in my entire life .. I've never felt that someone would really need me and I leave him/her like this .. However, I feel sick or in a blue, I never say: yes I could help when I really wouldn't do that ..


What happened to honesty ppl ??!! Why can't a person just say sorry, I can't help you right now .. It's really ok when you do that .. And how come ppl turn out to be so ignorant and insensitive towards you ??? .. How come when you ask them to be patient, they turn into a devilish creature that crawls into ur senses every breath you take ???!!! ..


It's no doubt that my Almighty God ALLAH (swt) has saved me from great deeds that humans had done to me .. And it's no doubt that he sent me angels walking on earth .. But I've learned my lesson ppl .. I really did .. The lessons are always harsh to endure, but they hurt goes and the objective stays .. Alf 7amd we shokr leek YA RAB ..


No matter how many ppl will aid me .. No matter how many problems I'm facing and will still face .. I have no one but my Most compassionate ALLAH (swt) .. Read my lips when I'm telling you this .. " Trust No one, But ALLAH (swt)!! " .. No one and I mean NO ONE will ever love you, care about you, grant you, have mercy on you and I mean REAL mercy, but the Almighty ALLAH (swt) ..


Beware of false ppl my friends .. Beware of the fake living creatures feeding on your blood and nerves .. Don't let anyone underestimate you nor think that you're someone who don't deserve living .. Personally, I may have lots of dark times that surround me, but I surely know that I exist for a reason .. It may not be clear to me right now .. But, someday, somewhere, I'll have a meaning .. Someday, sometime, I'll be important to someone .. "Someday, I'll belong" as Linkin Park say :)


Wish me Hope ppl .. that's all I need .. I need Hope ..

Please do pray for me .. I'll need ur true prayers of pure intentions ..

I wish to start a campaign to STOP FRUSTRATION !!

Please stop frustrating ANYONE !!

Peace ..


.. N.O.H.A ..