Saturday, September 4, 2010

S.O.S


I'm trapped inside my mind .. I keep thinking random thoughts all the time, yet I can't seem to come up with a specific idea to write about .. Most probably, no writer would admit this .. But, believe it or not, it does happen .. Yes, our minds become so blank that we start feeling helpless and restless ..

I have a dilemma .. I don't know whether I should start reading to get it back or just leave it till it comes back on it's own .. It's just that I really can't .. Will you believe me if I told you how much it suffocates me? Maybe, I need to change places, go somewhere, do something .. but, the fact is... I did all that .. Laziness has really grown into my senses .. I convinced myself that I'm just stressed and that it will pass ... I really thought it would eventually come on its own ..

I know I shouldn't freak out and I know I should try harder .. But, I also know that I'll freakin' lose my mind if I didn't come up with an idea soon .. In fact, I may have lost it already .. Don't mind my nonsense, just bear with me people .. I need to suck the words out of my brain and I don't know how ..

Maybe, it's just because I hardly find something exciting anymore? I don't know .. All I know is that I badly want it back ..

Would anyone help me with that? How can I actually breakdown the walls that prison my mind? How can I write again without feeling intimidated?

Please help me bring myself back again ...

.. N.O.H.A ..