Saturday, August 27, 2011

The Fog is Finally Lifting


Is the block finally coming to an end? I hope so .. I'm starting to feel some of the thoughts growing in my brain again .. They're like seeds sent from heaven .. Don't know where they come from ..

My only solution is to stay calm .. Whenever I start recalling the past events, I panic; my brain takes a hold on me, sometimes totally freezes! Could it be because of the incidents that happened in my life recently? I really don't know ..

Hopefully, this free writing practice will help me release the evil thoughts I have .. It may liberate me once again from my dark side .. Every writer has one, that's for sure ..

I usually advice myself to fight back, but for this block I totally went with the flow .. I know it's almost a year since I've written a decent article or post, however I managed to keep up as much as I could .. You see... for me it's always about the idea... The quality, not the quantity! I can't help but wait for the right moment of inspiration, and start to pour out what I have in mind .. I'm not the kind of writer who can write for just writing .. I have to feel it! Call me emotional, but that's the way I'm made of .. in almost everything!

I know this post may sound pointless, but it means something to Me :)
After all, I have always been into writing because I wanted to have a voice, not because I wanted to earn a living...

I sincerely ask for your prayers... I'm experiecing some tough times nowadays and I could use your kindness anytime of the day...

May ALLAH, the most gracious, the most merciful, grants us the right path and guides us to what he sees best! Amen!

.. N.O.H.A ..

Sunday, August 14, 2011

إديني ودنك يا مواطن


ممكن معلش طلب صغير؟

كفاية كلام .. آه والله كفاية كلام ..

التلفزيون مابيبطلش كلام .. الناس مابتبطلش كلام .. الراديو مابيبطلش كلام .. والأهل طبعا مابيتواصوش :)

دول الناس اللي ماينفعش تقولهم بطلوا كلام .. مش عشان عيب مثلا لا سمح الله .. لأ عشان مفيش فايدة مش هيبطلوا أصلا :)

المهم .. أنا قصدي كفاية لإيه طيب؟

كفاية هلس .. آه والله كفاية هلس .. بمعنى أصح كفاية تُفشر وإنت مش عارف ..

كل من هبّ ودبّ دلوقتي يطلع على التلفزيون يقول أي كلام ملوش أي تلاتين لازمة يعملوا بيهم إشاعة يا إما يسنّوا سنة حسنة صراحة تلاقي كله قلّدهم وهلم جرّه ..

لو عليَّا مثلا مش مشكلة .. بس المشكلة في أمي اللي بتصدق أي حاجة ماشية في الشارع .. طب أعمل معاها إيه طيب .. يا نهى ماتنزليش .. حاضر .. يا نهى متعمليش .. حاضر .. يا نهى بيقولوا السلفيين .. هيموتونا .. لأ يا ماما متصدّقيش .. طب والمسيحيين اللي قاعدين لنا عالواحدة .. يا ماما متخافيش مفيش حاجة .. يا بنتي أنا بخاف عليكي .. عارفة يا ماما .. 
ويالهوي لما كانوا بيجيبوا المسلسل الزفت اللي اسمه مطلوب رجال .. يا خراشــــــــــــى .. بلاش أحكي بقى :)

خلصت الكلام .. بس بالله عليكم إتصرفوا .. يعني أنا مش بأقول ماتتفرجوش ولا متسمعوش ولا ماتتكلموش ... بس أوزنوا الكلام كده بعقلكم .. يعني مش أي حد ييجي يقول أي حاجة تصدقوه .. عايزين نقضى على حملة #إديني_ودنك_يا_مواطن اللي الشيطان عمل يووورررر فيها لما خلاص !!

كلمتين كانوا واقفيين فى الزور وحبيت أقولهم .. بس كده !

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

I Miss Him

I miss him ..

I miss the little beep in my heart that spreads like fire within me whenever I hear him calling my name ..

I miss how he looks at me without uttering a single word, waiting for me to tell what he feels instead ..

I miss the tingles, the yawns, the breathe I take whenever he's around ..
But, what I miss the most is how he caresses me by his soothing voice all day long ..

My soul longs for eternity by his side ..
My voice aches to beg him to stay every time ..
My heart knows what my mind wants, but can't seem to surrender to what we're living in, what we're walking up to, and what we're waiting for, every single day ...

Patience is our only allegiance ..
God is our only allay ..
Pleading for mercy is the only way ...
To be granted a glimpse of heaven if only for a while ...

.. N.O.H.A ..